It may just be me...
Is it wrong to lie to one's self?
There was once nothing i made into something...
I lied to myself so much, that at the end of the day, the only one falling for it was me...
Now, i wish she'd tell me the truth...but then again what do i expect her to say?
Maybe i'll be able to hold on to this long enough now to ruin my next relationship...
What am i to do?
Is it a lie? Is it wrong? Is it just me again?
When the whole world falls around me and there's no escape...will i suffocate myself and not be able to come out of it?
Did i time it all worng?
But right now...this moment, this night...i will not pretend i am not falling and i won't pretend i am not missing her and that i am not in love....
Right now, it doesn't matter, all that i cannot fix...it will be a dream...a dream i dreamt once...
Everyone has the exact love life that they want...is she the girl for me?
Let me dream...if you don't love me, for once, just tonight...lie to me...let me dream...
Jermz
There was once nothing i made into something...
I lied to myself so much, that at the end of the day, the only one falling for it was me...
Now, i wish she'd tell me the truth...but then again what do i expect her to say?
Maybe i'll be able to hold on to this long enough now to ruin my next relationship...
What am i to do?
Is it a lie? Is it wrong? Is it just me again?
When the whole world falls around me and there's no escape...will i suffocate myself and not be able to come out of it?
Did i time it all worng?
But right now...this moment, this night...i will not pretend i am not falling and i won't pretend i am not missing her and that i am not in love....
Right now, it doesn't matter, all that i cannot fix...it will be a dream...a dream i dreamt once...
Everyone has the exact love life that they want...is she the girl for me?
Let me dream...if you don't love me, for once, just tonight...lie to me...let me dream...
Jermz
posted by Jeron & Sharmaine at 5/28/2006 01:28:00 am
2 Comments:
I had it all planned...I'd call before i lay to sleep...she'd pick up...and tell me she's busy...i'd tell her it'd be quick, all i need is a second...Then i tell her i got something important to tell her...and then i'd say "I love you! and i knew i'd love you the first time we met. You're the dream i want come true. Have a great day at work...and don't be a stranger now...miss ya...bye!"
...and the phone kept ringing...
...and i'm off to bed...
...hoping deep down inside, she knows, feels it too and will gather the courage to let me love her...to be loved again...just differently...good night my dream, i pray you have a great day ahead!
Good night...
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