What a long week...
tHINGS HAVEN'T BEEN GOING SMOOTHLY FOR ME AS I WOULD HAVE LIKED IT...
hAD A ROUGH WEEK...BUT GOT AFEW THINGS DONE...ACTUALLY JUST ONE BUT...
rECORDED A SONG THAT I RECENTLY WROTE...SOUNDS LIKE CRAP THOUGH...
ok had enough of the caps thingie...well, took about 2 weeks to clear one flight and found out that i would most probably end my stay here about Dec/Jan...planning to take a diving course now...i know it may not be the best idea since i haven't been having an easy time with my flight, but heck i don't care...need to relax...will be going tmr morning to find out more about it...also want to play more basketball...just came back from a winging party at the dock and saw my instructors there...and the instructor with the gorgeous eyes who i had to fly with a couple of times and haven't passed a flight with her yet...she's a distraction...there shouldn't be instructors like her...but she was there, in a band jamming on stage...and wow...i just have a thing for women and music...but anyways, i saw she was looking over from the stage...and must have been wondering "why is he here...he shouldn't be partying and should be at home studying..." at least that's what i think...but i digress...like the rest of the things i have been rambling about...no system in the chaos just wild crazy random thoughts...
Mummy got her mummy's day present and i could tell she was happy...found out that i will be going to 145 Sqn back in Singapore cos they got my nametag done and all...hmm...i think that they are expecting me back soon...but too bad...and hurrican season is definitely approaching, the weather has been fucking with my flights and all...lost about 10lbs with the milk thingie but put back 5lbs over the last week with pringles, ben and jerry's and chicken in a biscuit snacks...damn...was pretty stressed so had to...need to lose that weight back again...at least 15lbs this time, need to get more milk...hahaha played tennis...good times...need to go for more regular runs as well...i so want to be home right now...damn feel like a kid... as a kid i always wanted to get away, leave home and make it out on my own...but i don;t know why i just want to ba at home right now, back in sunny Singapore...quit smoking, ride around in the middle of the night...go for midnight supper, play billiards, go drinking and listen to good music, and i also realised i don't like to cheong...not in my blood, have been getting very good at sudokuthe grid game, completed a couple of hard games in less than 15 mins...getting pretty fast in the plane as well...
Damn, this is all so random, i'm getting sick of it, need to organise my thoughts more and speak on issues in depth instead of just jumping from one thing to the next...focus....focus...well, i have always been an extrovert, always out there, not afraid to be myself, enjoying myself, happy and carefree....now...i'm more introvert than i would like, quiet all the damn time, don't really like socialising like i used to, don't like talking about myself, don;t like to just have fun...this place sucks...draining my life out of me...i think being a catholic really suits me...i can see myself as one of those guys who goes to church frequently, queitly, playing guitar now and then, jamming with my brothers...i like photography cos there are no words involved, you capture moments, feelings, expressions without saying a words...need to get a new camera, need to get a saxaphone, need to get back to the place i was before...but "if i change my heading, will i get those funny stares?" too self conscious...need to be more careless...need to trip on myself more, laugh about my stupidity, need to be with someone who can bring all that out of me...need someone i can care for and love and understand what i am, who i am and who i want to be...
Lord, help me focus, think straight, organise my thoughts and feelings, and be a faithful servant.
Jermz
hAD A ROUGH WEEK...BUT GOT AFEW THINGS DONE...ACTUALLY JUST ONE BUT...
rECORDED A SONG THAT I RECENTLY WROTE...SOUNDS LIKE CRAP THOUGH...
ok had enough of the caps thingie...well, took about 2 weeks to clear one flight and found out that i would most probably end my stay here about Dec/Jan...planning to take a diving course now...i know it may not be the best idea since i haven't been having an easy time with my flight, but heck i don't care...need to relax...will be going tmr morning to find out more about it...also want to play more basketball...just came back from a winging party at the dock and saw my instructors there...and the instructor with the gorgeous eyes who i had to fly with a couple of times and haven't passed a flight with her yet...she's a distraction...there shouldn't be instructors like her...but she was there, in a band jamming on stage...and wow...i just have a thing for women and music...but anyways, i saw she was looking over from the stage...and must have been wondering "why is he here...he shouldn't be partying and should be at home studying..." at least that's what i think...but i digress...like the rest of the things i have been rambling about...no system in the chaos just wild crazy random thoughts...
Mummy got her mummy's day present and i could tell she was happy...found out that i will be going to 145 Sqn back in Singapore cos they got my nametag done and all...hmm...i think that they are expecting me back soon...but too bad...and hurrican season is definitely approaching, the weather has been fucking with my flights and all...lost about 10lbs with the milk thingie but put back 5lbs over the last week with pringles, ben and jerry's and chicken in a biscuit snacks...damn...was pretty stressed so had to...need to lose that weight back again...at least 15lbs this time, need to get more milk...hahaha played tennis...good times...need to go for more regular runs as well...i so want to be home right now...damn feel like a kid... as a kid i always wanted to get away, leave home and make it out on my own...but i don;t know why i just want to ba at home right now, back in sunny Singapore...quit smoking, ride around in the middle of the night...go for midnight supper, play billiards, go drinking and listen to good music, and i also realised i don't like to cheong...not in my blood, have been getting very good at sudokuthe grid game, completed a couple of hard games in less than 15 mins...getting pretty fast in the plane as well...
Damn, this is all so random, i'm getting sick of it, need to organise my thoughts more and speak on issues in depth instead of just jumping from one thing to the next...focus....focus...well, i have always been an extrovert, always out there, not afraid to be myself, enjoying myself, happy and carefree....now...i'm more introvert than i would like, quiet all the damn time, don't really like socialising like i used to, don't like talking about myself, don;t like to just have fun...this place sucks...draining my life out of me...i think being a catholic really suits me...i can see myself as one of those guys who goes to church frequently, queitly, playing guitar now and then, jamming with my brothers...i like photography cos there are no words involved, you capture moments, feelings, expressions without saying a words...need to get a new camera, need to get a saxaphone, need to get back to the place i was before...but "if i change my heading, will i get those funny stares?" too self conscious...need to be more careless...need to trip on myself more, laugh about my stupidity, need to be with someone who can bring all that out of me...need someone i can care for and love and understand what i am, who i am and who i want to be...
Lord, help me focus, think straight, organise my thoughts and feelings, and be a faithful servant.
Jermz
posted by Jeron & Sharmaine at 5/20/2006 01:27:00 am
4 Comments:
hey.. the milk thing better work.. hehe.. cos i am going to try it. (:
wah...like that also can find me...steady lah you...go fly lah...be a good pilot hor...next time you will pilot me leh...haha
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