24th Feb 2005 - Quando quando quando

Tell me when will you be mine
Tell me quando quando quando
We can share a love divine
Please don't make me wait again

When will you say yes to me
Tell me quando quando quando
You mean happiness to me
Oh my lover tell me when

Every moments a day
Every day seems a lifetime
Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more
Tell me quando quando quando
Say its me that you adore
And then darling tell me when

Every moments a day
Every day seems a lifetime
Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more
Tell me quando quando quando
Say its me that you adore
And then darling tell me when

Whoa lover tell me when
Oh darling tell me when
Oh come on tell me when
Yea tell me when

I can still remember
When I was just a kid
When friends were friends forever
And what you said was what you did

Well, it was me and Rome and Ricky
We cut each other's hands
And held tight to a promise
Only brothers understand

But we were so young (so young)
One for all and all for one (for one)
Just as sure as the river's gonna run

Blood on blood
One on one
We'd still be standing when all was said and done
Blood on blood
One on one
And I'll be here for you Till Kingdom come
Blood on blood

Well, Rome was our hero cause he had a fake I.D.
I got busted stealing cigarettes
When Rome took the rap for me
Ricky knew this white trash girl
Ahh...We each threw in a ten
She took us to this cheap motel
And turned us into men

Cos we were so young (so young)
One for all and all for one (for one)
Just as sure as the river's gonna run

Blood on blood
One on one
We'd still be standing when all is said and done
Blood on blood
One on one
And I'll be here for you Till Kingdom come
Blood on blood

Now Rome, he's an uptown lawyer
Ricky, he's a medicin man
And me, I'm just the singer
In a long haired rock'n'roll band
Through the years and miles between us
It's been a long and lonely ride
But if I got a call in the dead of the night
I'd be right by your side

Blood on blood, blood on blood
Blood on blood
One on one
We'd still be standing when all is said and done
Blood on blood
One on one
And I'll be here for you Till Kingdom come

Blood on blood
Blood on blood

16th Feb 2004 - Navex Day

hiaz,

Sianz day, hot and sweaty and smelly...Met alot of interesting people today...alot of monkeys also...JC kids (from ODAC), CTC guys, ang mo walkers...runners and many, many cadets both lost and on track...The funniest part of the whole exercise is this JC teacher telling his kids that all the guys sud aim to go to ocs so when they come out they'll get junior management position...IN FRONT OF ME!!
Then there were the gals who were so fasinated with my SBO who started talking to me and taking photos...then there were some army guys planning an outing for above 40 yr old women who walked past and started smoking and talking to me about their day and complaining about having to be the "ah-so's" out...

Was planning to watch a movie, but hmm...i guess i just might stay in and sleep...or maybe i'll just go home...dunno see how...

hiaz thinking about the movie makes me really very sian...hiaz...i think i'll go for another shower now...ciao...oh yeah...i'm leaving before the 6th apr btw...just realised that's the date my couse starts in the states....hiaz....wat a long day....

6th April 2005

Okay,

So it's been pretty much comfirmed...i'm going to the states, pensacola on the 6th of April 2005...and still there'slike so much to do before i go...play as much mahjong as i can, CNY celebrations, Jerel's leaving on the 10th Feb 2005, my packing, the Visa thingie, my GFET, swimming, dinghy drill, etc...

Still even before i go, i already feel a sense of lost...For many years now, whenever i feel like quiting or just slacking...HM was always there for me to push me on...And though i'm still very sad for not having completed my airgrading...i know i cudn't haf done it if HM wasn't there for me...I still miss her much and dare i say, still love her dearly...though i know now it'll never work out...

There'll be so much i'll be leaving behind and though i'm very excited about going...i'm also torn apart...There's so much to worry about...Ah-ma's so old, mum will be lonely after we all leave, I hope janice grows up abit...my bike - wat am i going to do with it...saw an accident and just don't want jerrick to get into any trouble...Jerome...Army or police...all my stuff at home...wat to bring over...

I'm jus in a mess...tmr will be a better day...i'll be booking out and celebrating CNY for the last time in the next 2 years with my family...I'll have to plan my thoughts and actions according to priorities...a step at a time...seems like i've got a lot to do with so little time...

I'm sort of like a depression...can't seem to focus, socialise, get things done...Lord, i pray u'll help me through this difficult time and help my brothers go through life how u deem fit...be with them, my sisters and esp. my mum and grandma...help my mum relax and spend more time with ah-ma...help her through all difficult times...help my sisters with wat they're going through and help them see what's important in life...help my brothers once again with love, wit life and with their religion...help me lord...i lift their lives and mine into your hands...Take care of us lord...send ur angels to protect and guide us...help us be closer to you

Amen...

The 9/11 thingie

Wow,

Thanx Rel for the book...America's Secret War...All sud read it...i'm only about 1/4 thru and i'm hooked...There's so much on the surface that many fail to see the whole picture...u can apply what you read about all the 5#!T that was going on to everyday life and how we sud be wary and appreciate where we are...there's so much i wanna talk about and so much more i want to know...soo little time...

when i'm done with the book, i'll do my little own synopsis on what i've read...

If you wanna have a taste of the book...Once i'm done you can get it from Rel...he bought the book...a really good eye-opener...one that makes you wake up alittle and reminds you not to take things at face value...like we always do...

Ciao for now...